Hrmz i feel deflated. not sure why. couldnt go to the gym or for a swim today coz gym doesnt open till 8 and pools at 830 and mum goes to work by 830 so no one to watch Peyton - linda was busy. and i need to do it in the morning coz by afternoon/evening i just cant be fucked honestly.
eating is still going okay - thursday i had a pork sandwich for lunch and then some more of the roast pork for tea with a few potatos - and of course my constant diet of plums. friday i had mcdonalds for lunch - but just a deli roll and 1 chip - for tea i made sweet n sour pork and vege stirfry with noodles (and plums of course. today (saturday) i had one of those little wraps from mcdonalds - the seared chicken one - then had like 4 plums and for tea had a kebab from the new kebab shop - so these ones are just like the wellington ones - not the toasted things full of cheese that the other kebab shop did.
didnt do any exercise today - yesterday i went swimming - well aqua jogging - least i think it was yesterday - my days are all messed up. im tired - like really tired - my eyes are fucked by 3pm and i just want to go to sleep. i need to stop being on the stupid computer for so long and actually go to bed early coz with peyton waking me up all the time im honestly just buggered - 2 years of crap sleep has finally caught up with me.
definately not getting ANY energy from the duromine. least i've stopped having the liquid poops - problem now is i havent been in 2 days hahah - might have to get the old kiwi crush out again.
so yeah. i suck - this sucks. meh!
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